This is it! This is the NY
I looked up and saw the iconic TOSHIBA advertisement in Times Square.
am really in New York, the place I had always wanted to be.”
I had a flashback of the many things that had happened to me over the past three months, and thinking about Yuki,
the symbol of that flashback, I made up my mind.
This is the bottom. I’m going to grow up from here, and one day I’m going to make you regret leaving me.
The Beginning of Everything
it’t all started when she suddenly broke up with me.
“I tried going out with you more, but you weren’t what I wanted.”
The moment she told me that, my mind went blank. No, to be more precise, I had a premonition.
For the past two weeks, she had been slow to respond to my e-mails(it’s over 10years ago there’s no WhatssApp), often replying after a day.
When I asked her to meet with me, she was not at all enthusiastic.
Even When I finally get to meet her, she doesn’t seem to be looking forward to seeing me.
Why was I being pushed around so much when she had asked me to go out with her in the first place?
Yuki was substandardly beautiful.
She was one of the junior employees who had joined the store where I worked.
It’s very rude but As a man, there are a few women whom I think I could possibly have a relationship with if I tried hard enough.
However, it is rare to find a woman of this level of beauty in the world, and no matter how hard I try, I will probably never have a chance in my life.
There are some women who can be cheered up just by being seen once a day, but with whom you can never hope for a relationship beyond that point.
Yuki was such a woman.
That was my judgment when I first saw her assigned to the same floor as me.
”What a super-beautiful woman She is ! But I’ll never have a chance to be in relationship with this kind of woman in my life.”
That was at a drinking party on the same floor’s employees. For some reason, she talked to me a lot and touched me.
I was so happy and excited by that, and then she said, “Kazuki, you’re going to the after-party too, right?”
And then I went to the after-party KARAOKE with her and a few other people including myself.
While we were enjoying the karaoke, the incident happened.
"I'm sorry, I feel a little uncomfortable, so please take me to the restroom."
I was worried about her, so I immediately took her hand and walked out of the room toward the restroom.
I was supposed to be the one taking her hand and pulling her along, but she took my hand and pulled me along. She opened the door to the men’s restroom and put herself in the back private room with me.
My mind went blank. I had never thought that something like this could happen to me in real life, something like in a comic book story.
It was like I was dreaming.
The next two weeks were the best days of my life. We looked at each other and secretly held each other’s hands during work.
When we finished work at the same time, we went to a big park near the office or talked at a café.
Then we would stay at her house. But that was the pinnacle of happiness.
But Just at that time, I was transferred to another store.
From that point on, as I mentioned above, I did not receive any replies to my e-mails.
Even when I did get a reply, it was cold.
And when I thought I saw him for the first time in two weeks, she told me that I wanna break up with you because it’s something different.
I didn’t think I would experience the peak and the bottom of happiness in such a short period of time.
From that point on, as I mentioned above, I did not receive any replies to my e-mails.
Even when I did get a reply, it was cold.
And when I thought I saw him for the first time in two weeks, she told me that I wanna break up with you because it’s something different.
I didn’t think I would experience the peak and the bottom of happiness in such a short period of time.
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